There are two issues that are consuming my brain today. One of them I have been contemplating writing a long, carefully mapped post about. Today is not that day. I still plan on putting my pro Proposition 8 post together, though. However, I will briefly touch on it because that is one of the issues that has just been continually weighing on my heart and mind.
But first…
I am fearful. I am sickened at the heights and lows of corruption and just in general the slaves to greed that people are. They are shackled by it; dragging it like dead and decaying corpses, all the while looking to the golden idol of the Almighty Dollar. Forget the golden calf- it’s been replaced by the over indulgent, anything goes lifestyle that has become the misleading symbol of happiness to millions. The automotive industry bailout is absolutely sickening. It’s appalling the brazenness of the political thieves these days. Not a day goes by as of late that I do not picture the Founding Fathers spinning in their graves. The corruption is bankrupting us not only LITERALLY, but morally, spiritually and physically. All the eyes that were cast up to Obama to save us- don’t hold your breath. His mandate of change is that of a sloppy seconds Clinton administration. Ta da! There’s your change! It’s a Clinton by another name. Not that the Republican party is by any means virginal white. It’s got the dirty fingerprints and smears and smell of corruption as well. Wall Street and our government are like the high profile man that cheats and flaunts it. They want you to think that they still love and are looking out for you, the people- but when night falls, they’re still going to hop in bed with Wall Street. And you can no longer deny it.
I believe that this is merely the tip of the iceberg. Rougher, much rougher times lie ahead. Will we need our wheelbarrows that instead of deutschemarks will be full of dollars? I pray that it will not get to that point.
The other issue that is really gnawing at me is the reaction to the passing of Proposition 8. Obama supporters in California were crestfallen to find that yes, Virginia, not everyone can get behind sanctioning homosexual marriage. If you do the research, the same demographics that cast the vote for the Obama/Biden ticket are also the same demographics that have strong traditional family units. Now, before I get the unwarranted label of bigot- I don’t HATE anyone. If you knew who I was on a day to day basis, you would know that I am not a homophobe, I am not a malicious hatemonger and I am not a close-minded elitist. It falls in line with my particular religious beliefs that while I do not personally agree with the homosexual lifestyle, butI would never, EVER hold it agains or hold it as a standard to judge a person. However, there are those who feel it is their personal job to out or somehow punish the people who hold fast to their religious beliefs and call for retribution in whatever means necessary. Ok, so please explain to me- how does that make you better than the person that you think is a bigot or hate for no reason other than they don’t want the traditional definition of marriage redefined? And now, as a final kick in the teeth to the California voters, the issue is being shopped to judges who will WRONGLY override the voice of the people? I say that if you keep redefining and stretching and pulling the basic meaning of the word, eventually it loses all of it’s meaning. I also do not find this to be a civil freedom movements akin to the suppression Americans during the Civil Rights era. That is apples and oranges, my friends. But like I said, I need to come together with a more cohesive and even more supportive argument concerning this issue.
Look, I refuse to be a closet conservative anymore. I do not believe that the country is as “liberal” as the television would have you believe. People would consider me a freak or a weirdo because I don’t watch the trash on HBO or smoke weed or blather on incessantly about how Obama will save the world. I don’t and I WON’T.
It has taken me a long time to come to terms with who I am- I am a Christian, I am a feminist in my own ways, I believe in conservative politics and I refuse to hide in the shadows any longer.
It’s more important now than ever to take a stand. Don’t let the media or people on the street tell you that it is wrong to feel how you do about social issues. If you are like I am and tend to fall on the conservative end of the spectrum, SPEAK UP. Don’t be concerned about the labels that people will wrongly give you. They are sure to come. But never let it stop you.
It has never been more important than NOW.